Somewhat back to my own mind

Taking time to think it through;
I'm not the one that broke you, I'm not the one you should fear.

I would suppose I've fallen ill for a period of time.
Sure does feel like it.
Why does it always feel like I am no longer as strong as I used to be.
I mean physically.
Like I could carry 10-12 chairs one go, back then and now, 8's would have killed my back.

I could run till I leave everything behind.
Hold back your fears.

I'm one more step ahead of that.
I don't want to run anymore. I'm facing it. And I'm going to overcome this.
And I won't hold back my fears anymore, I'm just gonna lose it.
I won't hold to it no more. I no longer fear it.

Temporary setbacks are nothing to me.
And my buddies just reminded me of myself.
Of who and what I would really do. How can I contradict that right.

This is where nothing holds me back.
And that's $h@rK.
Put a wall in front of me and I'll walk right through it.
I don't pick the simple fights cause I know I get to get through the hard ones with the team that I have because I know, that we're worthy enough to get through it.
So go ahead and pick the easy battles. What pride is there in that?