Clearly, truely and undoubtedly.

How long has it been since I see.
I can't say I have seen any clearer than this since I dunno when.

I have gone more speechless than I could literally imagine.
I have a lil of a sorethroat or whatever you call it. It doesn't bother me much other than that of my speech.
I do get a lil bit more snappy with this generally tight feeling around my neck. Feels like being choked all the time.

It now sounds like I have a slang and I can only speak at a low register.
Music's been getting to me (jamming too much maybe?)

Other than that, my best buddy just had a breakup. Not like its a big thing. Really.
Nowadays, things come and go.
Not that it matters anymore.
Hangin out as usual.
N he would talk about e-v-e-r-y-t-h-i-n-g. Like ol' times.

Feels a lil numb these days. Those extreme things.....we've......done those....
The jokes 
There's something missing. What is it.
But I have to see. I have to run. I have to feel. The feeling of the air brushing through my ears and my face.
Is it this feeling that I need?
Something is missing inside me. No, I am not going to take an X-ray to figure out if I lost an organ inside me thanks.

I clearly know what to do.
I mean I always know what to.
Unless some1 bothers me 24 hours a day clearly from my thought process.