A sem break?

Was awesome. From jogging to running events to parties to pool to hanging out to the biggest portion of the pie chart, badminton.
Couldn't get my obsession of it. Lol.
My knee was aching and yet I was so eager to go for it despite warnings not to go. So naughty now am I?? xP

WAIT~!
What about fate and all the stories?

Went to a restaurant, met an old classmate, that I haven't seen since form 3. Well, I only share the class with him in Form 1, and then never saw him though he was around in Form 2 and 3 after that. Don't recall a farewell party for him back then, I could remember few people leaving around those first 3 years. Memories blur out before form 4. No idea why.

Anyways, he's there, much like a cashier, working with a computer system. Not studying any further after SPM. Wouldn't wanna ask why.
Somehow,  its a week that was filled with meeting up people that I hardly shared a class with and people I hardly talked with, except for short moments, being a prefect, chasing them off around, back to class and stuff like that.


Then I kinda met people again when I go off to pool.
And WOW, they're all working now. None of them going for further studies or anything. Rarely, I've met one guy, doing Diploma. Then there's this guy who kept changing jobs. Then these guys asking me if I recall those guys who do all kind of crap back in high school.
And I was like, " [Laughs] how am I to remember? "
Then they gave me names. And I kind of felt so ridiculed at times in life.
I only meet these guys for moments like, hey, what are you doing here? Up to mischief? Don't do stupid things.
That kinda situation.

Yea no doubt, I do hang out with them. It all kinda fits well for me right now.
I just feel so much easier to keep up and catch up with them.
They are definitely up for laughs and the world doesn't exist for how you can actually offend each other.
Everything that comes out today are probably forgotten tomorrow. Simple life eh?
They use a lot of vulgarity, which is probably one thing that affects my speech with them. So after I talked with them, when I went back to my pool table with friends, they couldn't recognise my speech. HAHA.
Could only get rid of it after 5 minutes. Then again wasn't really sure I wasn't cursing after that. xD

With them, there's one line that goes, " If I said anything that offended you, just shoot back. "
Its about getting to the point and not wasting time.
Its something that goes both ways, and honestly, maybe that's why I feel more at ease.
The moment I meet them, its an easy and natural smile from me.
Nicer than the ones you smile with a regular chick on the street, thats for certain.

What?

Girls around me so fake.....damn it.
Isn't there one with sincerity?
T.T
Gotta find her. Guys help me out~~~ T.T
Maybe I'm a dreamer but well, at least I believe in hope and change.
Besides, what do you got in life, if you ain't got love anyways?
Be it love from your family, friendship, or just random acts of kindness on the streets.
Sometimes its okay if you help someone on the street who's car's gone malfunctioned. But lately, there is much caution to take for there are so many scams and tricksters around these days.
What happen to life where everyone was sweet, open, simple and sincere huh??
[sighs]
Oh well, I still believe in humanity no matter what. =D
Cheers,
Signing off for now, that's 3 posts for a new blog.

Another

Its always an odd situation when you people ask you if you blog, say yes, then end up saying that blog is filled with rants and paradise of experiences with some girl you're in love with. Then say sorry that you can't share it.
SO, this is probably a more....censored version. If you think it's censored. xP

The trip to Sabah was fun~~!!
Probably need to upload some pics, [once I know how to upload it here, that is. xD]
So what's there besides going up for food, the beach and mountains?
Hehe, can't miss out hitching girls now can't I? xP

Just at the airport I was already hitching on girls.
First I saw a 10. Bet she was a supermodel with her other friend. They weren't wearing heels and they were like 6 feet plus. Near 7. Perfect body. Both of them wore sun glasses. I wore sunglasses too, jeans, tight shirt and a jacket to go with.
She was like, turns around, looks at me, stare and stopped there for like 5 seconds. I was like, starin back at her, in my mind saying, " watcha looking at? " xP
Then she turned and walked away with her friend.
But heck they were TALL xP.

Then came another while I was taking my lunch before the flight. Another with sunglasses, haha, hitting those  same style with me. [same fashion tells alot?? xP]
So, she wore a brown jacket instead of black. she's probably a 6 or a 7. not that tall. drinking my coffee, caught her lookin around, so I waved. I was replied with an awkward look, then a smile. =)

When I arrived at Sabah, I hitched on the girl next door. xD Literally, next chalet.
Hey, the foreigners are a lot more friendly than the locals. Wth right?? Its easy to talk to her. Though the accent was SOOOO heavy.
And they always LOOK older when they are actually YOUNGER.
Must be their diet and genes. So darn big sized.

Before I lift off, I hitched this memorable Hong Kee (Hong Kong) chick. HAHA. She came and sat next to me while I was dozing off on a waiting seat for the gates to open up for my flight.
Her voice was so LOUD. I woke up. Not really my fault this time huh??
She was on the phone. Speaking mandarin. Odd huh? So I asked her, your "pu tong hua" not bad. Singapore? She said, "I'm from Hong Kong, you??"
Beat around the bush, yadaa yadaa, crack some jokes, then she said, "you're so funny, *laughing*"
I just speak English and act like a total banana all the way, force her to speak her Hong Kong English whose got such weird Chinese accent. HAHAHAHA.
Then before I left off, just spoke to her in Cantonese and told her, your Hong Kong English was epic. HAHAHAHAHAHAHA. Loved that dazzled look. Swear she was gonna kill me if I sat longer. xP

When I got on a plane, all it takes is a smile to some girl on a nearby seat for a conversation. Haha, didn't let go the air stewardess either. xP. Its just chatting anyway,  not an offense right?

Besides that I'm just kind of happy, not cause I've got some girl's attention half-way or anything. At least I entertained someone's lives somewhere, sometime, and in that moment, and hey, life would be boring if I don't do stuff like that once in a while. xP
Also took the opportunity to help out some foreigners who just didn't know what to do at the air port. Lols, they travel with misinformation? Wow......
Oh yea, I hitched this Korean chick while I was climbing the canopy walk that's like 550 metres above the ground. HAHA.

The trip was good, did stupid things like that for fun. Haha. And the food was pretty awesome. I'm a bit simple with food, so I didn't complain much.

So long since I felt that way

Life's great when I can jog.
Its been quite a while since I can really run without thinking of assignments, tests, finals, subjects, a random girl in my life that doesn't matter in the end, o.0? wait!~! maybe I'll cut the last bit out. xD

Just came back from a vacation and I miss the streets where I run. Haven't been running on the streets for a long time. Can only afford to run in the gym at night after late classes back from uni. [sobz T.T]

Passed by a bus stop along the road back to my highschool.
Some high school chick looked at me~!!! xP
This time, I didn't even bothered to look if there was Jay Chow or Justin Bieber behind me.
She's too young anyway xD.
Sped up and thought,  " haha, girls from high school. They never change do they? "

Passed by my school's bus stop. Few Indian dudes on bikes wheeling around and around.
Thought to myself, haha, this trend didn't change either in my neighbourhood.
One lone Chinese guy that looked so unsure, sat alone and waited for transport for home.
Thought to myself, " Life's never certain eh? But dude, you look like you'll be fine. Score for exams, don't let your parents down. "





It was shocking when I ran further.
2 Indian girls took stones and threw it hard on the school badge rock art arrangement with the school's name's alphabets on it.
And I was like going to bellow at them, " Ui!~! Buat apa!~! Berhenti sekarang!~! Bagi nama. Pergi jumpa Puan Saras sekarang. (student affairs teacher) " xD
Then I thought, haha, I'm no longer a prefect nor the school's student, dunno what can I do about it anyway.

Besides, they're probably gonna ask me, why on earth is it your business and why should I listen to some stranger who's just running on the street who CLAIMS to be a prefect back then in highschool??
Whatever happened to them I wonder. I don't remember my year being so crazy about vandalism. Probably a few gang fights and solo fights cause of some high school chick, but, no there wasn't any damage to property.


[Drop]
[Drop Drop Drop]
I looked up. Liquid?? Droplets?? Looked up? Must be from the trees.

By the time I was in the main streets, it certainly wasn't my imagination or from the trees, it was from the skies. And it was the sunset!!! Gosh, never thought sunsets looked better when it drizzles.
My left knee started to ache and I wonder what happened. Probably my cartilage problem. Leg injuries are like a trademark since a competition back in Form 4.

Darn it!!! It does hurt a little. Enough to distract my running.
Ignored it, ran on, stop by a tree. Grabbed my knee and was like, damn it hurts. Motorists in cars that passed by looked at me.
That's when I saw the perfect sunset. Under the rain, with people looking at me, the perfect sunset, shade under a tree, injury on my knee and I smiled almost automatically.
The awkwardness.
It reminds me of high school days and how funny it was. I laughed and felt so much of myself running through me. I felt so much better.

Felt great, ran further with my left leg bent at 30 degrees. Haha. Limping, I know, but I went on.
Smiled, and hyped up to continue running. I'm finally enjoying it. Looked at the sky, with the water droplets falling from the sky, so beautiful.
A simple example of how life sucks, but if you believe and start sending out positive energy, cause everyone else around you have enough of negativity in their lives, things will be better.
So, if you ever came by a situation like when all is lost, believe, have faith, and smile, and you'll live on.
From that moment on, I smiled and waved at everyone who happened to look at me, all replied in warm smiles.
That's why I love my town. =)