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" So here is the deal guys...you may say you love someone, and you may actually love someone, but telling them that too early is probably the worst mistake you can make. I know this first hand. rather recently, actually, I told someone I loved them, and I did, and they didn't believe me.
they told me I was lying to myself and to them. that I was too serious and wanting things that they were not prepared for. Said I was, in essence, making a mistake.
Now, after I made my mistake, and everybody. It was MY mistake, they dont want that relationship anymore. just...poof. feelings gone. They dont want me to get them back...to fix the damage that I did. But we were 'never a couple.'
Now, my friends...all they tell me is, we can still be friends. Not too long ago they told me: 'You can't feel what you don't, and you don't feel what you can't.' Well how do I not feel the way I do about you and try to fulfill what you want from me. I still want you. I still want to be around you, even if that means toning down my, and these are their words not mine: 'seriousness about relationships.'
they told me their definition of love. told me it was seeing each other clearly and their wants, their needs, their beauty, and especially their flaws. Its not about fulfilling those wants and needs or praising their beauty or fixing their flaws but seeing every bit and loving them for every flaw. Love is not having to think.
Well I'll tell you what. because I went from so fast from friend to caring for you was because I wasn't thinking about it. I felt for you and I pursued it. I didnt run around the friendship track, because I saw a shortcut that I thought would make us both happy. I thought that you could accept me for my flaw, and to try and get around it. But apparently I was wrong.
The words that came out of their mind were: 'I dont want this relationship. I dont want you to try to get me back. you can move on.'
But I dont want too.
Now here I sit, because ive been laying in bed for five hours and havnt been able to fall asleep. why? because I said the right thing at the wrong time. and I destroyed something that made me happy. and It was my fault. So please...bare with me if I seem down or depressed. because I have a good right to be."

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My take it on it babe? I dunno. I can try to get sad, but I'll prolly bounce back right up after failing desperately on trying to get sad for.............say...............3 days the max? Lols.
I for one, know what the hell I want. I can't spend time in stagnation baby, cause my power drive is in gear 6 (s3X) baby.
I mean come on, won't you rather be sweet, creative and charming rather than sulky and depressed? haha.......